February 2009
The letter C..
is what my day revolved around.
Concert. Chinese food. Chocolate. Cheap Vodka.
Yes, so AWESOME day. Now I’m hanging out with Kristen. Who is ignoring me and is doing her homework. Lame.
I’m still a little iffy about the concert thing but I hope everything goes as planned. Because that’d be AWESOME.
January 2009
Today.
Is a good day so far. No complaints from me. Concert and chinese food. YESSS!!!!
Poor Megan, though. She’s out there weeding. Breaking her back, doing actual work. Hey! At least she’s getting paid for it.
TWSS
Kristen: This is such a weird way to do this. Me: TWSS. Kristen: I should have known.
BEST MORNING
I’ve had in a long time.
Today
No school today. again. for the fourth time in a row. Wow.
Anyways, I’m so in on this bet. She’s definately going to get back with her. No joke. Beh.
Um, so I’m in the mood to do something but I don’t know what. I don’t feel restless, just a little something else?
I can’t choose a song. I can’t sit and watch a show. I can’t start writing a story....
Hm.
So I didn’t post anything yesterday. Um. Well, we didn’t have school yesterday! And we don’t have school today.
Um, I’m about to go do the beds and then clean my room a bit. Brittany might come over later to watch a few episodes of our show. Ashley might come over too but for other reasons. Poor her. :/
I’ll probably post more in a little bit. Because I can.
\o/
No school tomorrow!!
Which probably means I’m taking more pictures.
Um. I’m hanging out with Kristen. Eatin’ some oyster crackers.
THE GAME DOAHOE!!!
Snow Day
YAY!!!1!!!11!!! \o/
Actually, most of the kids are going to be angry that we used our last snow day today. Beh. It gets me out of school and in my warm, warm bed. With Teddy!!
I’m going out later to get pictures of the snow for our Photo project. Can’t wait. I’m taking a bottle of water out there so I can make ice and take pictures of that too.
Chocolate covered strawberries.
It’s what I’m eating right now.
While I’m trying to forget to feel bad. I sure as hell know she’s not still thinking about it, why the hell should I?
Do I feel bad about it? Yes. I never meant to hurt her feelings.
Should I lose sleep over it? No. I’ll apologize tomorrow. I’ll say something really meaningful and she’ll say, “It’s okay....
Let's go back in time!
To 2:55 today. When I was actually HAPPY. And then do things right from there.
BITCH AWARD
goes to me. SERIOUSLY.
Like, um, why the FUCK did I do that?!
REALLY?! FUCKING REALLY?!
I’m probably making it more of a big deal than it is but I feel so FUCKING horrible. DAMMIT!!
Okay. So Emily was so fucking adorably nice enough to try to offer to take me home today. And I was really happy about it. Maybe a little bit too excited. So okay, I left 7th period and got to my locker and...
HI!!!!!1!!1!!111!!!!!
HI COURTNEY!!!!
YOU JUST LOST THE GAME!
Questionable Content
So I just finished that comic. 1,325 web pages of awesome! And it only took me 2 days!
I’m in photo class right now. Well, aiding Mrs. Carr. We’re in 5th period and going to 4th period next. We had a two hour delay so our sschedule is messed up. Ag is next and then I’m back in the photo room.
If I Only Had The Heart - The Maine
I know I...
The Twilight Zone
No really. It doesn’t feel like it’s Saturday or 9pm. How did the day go by so fast? And why does it feel so weird that no one is talking to me?
Actually, I just think that I’m waiting for that certain someone to call me and I’m 99.9% sure they won’t. Which sucks. It’d be the first time in 5 weeks that she doesn’t call me on Saturday.
Boo.
‘Why WOULDN’T you wan to go to naptime early? Heck. I want to go to nap time early…’-Me ‘Do you want to die?’ -K ‘…everyday.’ -Me
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
TO KRISTEN!!
You’re finally 18!
Today
is okay.
I was having a good day before 5th period. This is crap. Whatevs, yo. Mrs. Snyder can suck it.
Having lunch in the photo room. By myself. Whoo. :| I think I’m going to get a jump start on my aiding.
Photo next. Yay!
I’m about to cave. Wish I was stronger. Fuck. 6 minutes until my doom. Damn.
Love.
I have decided that you can never be sure about love. It’s like when you’re listening to music and you think you hear the phone ring and the second you turn the music off, the phone stops. And then you’re left sitting there, wondering if someone really called, or if it was all in your head.
My favorite people!
as of recently. Sort of. (In no particular order. Sort of.)
Genma
Courtney DoAHoe
Kristen
Ashley C
Brittany
You Know
Kristina
Ford
I just edited Ford in. I don’t know him but he’s my favorite. You don’t even know!
My new name is...
Terr-ay-horr-some Twat.
Courtesy of Courtney DoAHoe.
:)
But also, Janana Nandolina.
Courtesy of Genma.
Mr. President
What was I doing the moment history was being made?
In my Photo class. Throwing away a newspaper with George W. Bush on it.
Texts.
8:10-9:47
Hm.
Yes.
Just yes.
Also, Meiko.
TOO MUCH AMAZING IN ONE POST.
[Edited post.]
Disappointed
last night. Actually, I was just in a weird mood. I still am. I tried to not get my hopes up but of course, that never works. Nothing planned ever does.
Also, I just watched The O.C. for a few minutes. Never watched it before, two girls were talking. One girl: If it’s meant to be, it’ll happen. You just have to have patience. Other girl: I’m not good at that.
Yep. Also, I was...
The Universe
is a bitch.
Ashley came to pick me up to go get her check. And then to get some hot chocolate.
Emily called and then we invited over to my house.
Ashley left a while after we got home because she had to go to Paige’s house. Emily stayed until 8:40ish. She said she might come back. Never did. haha. Party > Me
Now I’m watching That 70s Show and talking to MY FAVORITE HOE EVER,...
Personal Quotes →
Globalboards was shut down but we still have stuff to say.
So.
I’m pretty much going to feel horrible about what happened tonight. I already do but I know I’ll feel worse about it soon. Wasn’t my place and now I’m going to regret it. So, so much.
STOP IT!
STOP STALKING ME J-14/HOLLYWOOD!!!!
Tonight.
DoAHoe. Aw, you’re my favorite. Seriously, you were the only one who was surprised. And I’m really happy for you.
(That was supposed to be posted earlier.)
This is for now:
Courtney, I am so sorry about what happend tonight. Your dad and all of his problems in display for everyone to see. You’re probably never going to read this, but I’m here for you. :( I had fun for...
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That last post was deleted because I don’t want to jinx it. And I actually want t to happen so. FINGERS CROSSED.
Didn’t happen. Could have, but didn’t. Fuck. I feel horrible.
Jokes
Irony’s knock, knock joke is not funny.
I mean really, does my life have to come back to that one person? REALLY!?
Giving those crystal drops a voice of their own
megan8189:
:) Wow. I didn’t know my poems had this much of an impression on you. It’s awesome!!! You should write more; this one really spoke to me. “Remembering the old days. Forgetting the ones to come.” AWESOME ENDING. :):):):)
Really? Really. I love your poems. I’m really glad you liked it. I was a little if-y on posting this in case it didn’t do your poem justice. I really...
‘Bet you it won’t get filled up. TWSS!’ -Me
Courtney DoAHoe
You make me laugh. Of course I trust you. I know we just met this year but you’re awesome.
I think I’ll forgive you for having a picture of me on your phone, DoAHoe. Free pass for now. :)
Yes, I’m full of surprises.
Childishly catch the sugary droplets from the...
She sat in her room, back to the headboard, next to the window.
Her blinds were closed and her lights were off. She sat in silence. No music, no TV. She stared at the digital clock on her desk. The numbers in blue changed from ‘9:32’ to ‘9:33’. She sighed.
She felt restless in her skin. Helpless in her mind. The wheels in her brain would not stop moving. She felt like...
Don't worry
Kristen: Who you smokin’?
Kristen: Who is this Lyndsey chick? Me: Whaaaat? Kristen: She’s always on my dashboard. Me: Oh, she does that. She’ll be gone.
Kristen: *says something* Me: Whaaaat? Kristen: Nothing. Me: I couldn’t hear you, what? Kristen: Nothing, you’re smokin’ crack.
Me: How do you spell serial killing?
Me: I know, dood. Dood, I know.
Hope is dead and Love is a mess
Kristen: Dood, are you unhappy? Me: Yeah.
….
Kristen: No I was just wondering. ‘Cause I’m confused about some gay stuff. Me: DOOD! ME TOO!!!
Me: No, Emily is just a joke. A joke in my life. Irony is like “Knock, knock.” “Who’s there?” “EMILY!”
Irony
is a bitch. It thinks it’s funny but its totespot not. Its the exact opposite of funny. (Pun.)
Irony can suck a big thing called my penis.
No really.
Texts
I sent to my blog so Ashley could read them while she was using my computer:
Every dot com’s refreshing for a journal update. So long live the car crash hearts. FALL OUT BOY. Listen to them.
Fuck you, Ashley.
I HATE YOU ASHLEY!! Yep. So this whole blog page is going to be me texting things to my blog about how much I HATE YOU, ASHLEY!!
Ashley is stupid.
I fuckin’ hate Ashley.
If I weren’t so young, stupid or restless I mght be able to just soon forget this.
Why do we love Love if Love seems to hate us?
Hope and Love
megan8189:
Maybe Love is just a ray of golden sun Splashing merrily among a creek full of salmon, Wriggling, splaying splashes of its charms Straight into Heaven’s open arms. Perhaps Heaven is where Love retreats, When Hope tires from walking on callused feet To survey its long, arduous journey ahead, When war ravages the bodies of innocent dead. It takes itself back to the place it was held,...
NyQuil
is my best friend.
It gets me drunk and lets me drunk text. Just like Megan would do. Except she would use Vodka and then make me drunk dial.
So, like it was pointed out earlier, it’s nice while it happens and for a while afterwards but then it’s time to move on. If it happens again, it happens. And then it’ll be awesome for that time period, too.
My Girl - Shwayze I...
theres gotta be more to life - stacie orrico
Irony
went all ironic again. Stupid.
So she came over yesterday. And now I’m sick. Really? Really. It was fun though. (Twice in a week. Nice.)
I’m in fifth period now. Aiding Mrs. Carr. We start sixth period in a while. PHOTO was my favorite when there weren’t so many people. Now there’s two classes together and there are too many people. Bleh.